i hate the drug companies, even if it is not their fault.
i hate personal responsibility, as a shield, most especially when there is nothing i can do
i hate hate that i am not keeper of this universe, because i do care enough to fix it, or try
and someone should try
hate that i am not even keeper of those very few people that i love
not even keeper, if i could just keep them from pain and doom
i would dissolve into neuroinhibitors
and fuck up some proteins
or something
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I hate what you hate Shan. I still find myself wanting to suit up wonder woman style and save the world. Not even the world so much as I just want to save those that I care so deeply for. Daily I have to accept that I am not that higher power, that I am not that force or those neuroinhibitors. Daily I have to accept that people make their own decisions and I can't stop them. It is unnerving and certainly against my desires.
you're so right. and i would sooo not be god if i could be, come to think of it.
suiting up wonder woman-style just for the hell of it would be cool anyways...
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